I feel so incredibly unable to do anything. What is this? I want to create things- write, draw- but I can't. I want to be productive and read or something but I just can't. So, I end up wasting all my time by doing nothing, and then wondering why I didn't have time to do things.

I've been trying to teach myself the cyrillic alphabet, so there's that.

New Year Resolution: Wear More Black

It's true, and it's not for any overly-emotional reason or anything. Black is just badass. And it makes me feel badass, if done correctly. I'm never one to feel comfortable wearing bright colors, and god forbid I ever buy anything in neon. Lately I've been wanting to become someone else, inspired by motorcycle gangs, leather jackets, pale rock bands, and Alex Turner's hair.

got this, Madewell

Arctic Monkeys / ALEX TURNER'S HAIR tho

cliché? I want a motorcycle Jacket

The 1975

Marry me, Matt Hitt

It's the beginning of the year, and I've decided that I will try to maintain an actual blog with which I will actually blog. In my early teens, I used to obsessively blog about everything- my life, fashion, books, music, etc. Then school became more hectic, and I slowly became more disinterested in recording my life. I've stopped writing in journals, for instance. The effect that this has had has made me feel worse, like I'm not accomplishing anything.

So, with that being said, this will be my new place to dump whatever comes to mind and to record my days. The time is still a little hectic- I'm finishing high school in the next few months and then I'll be starting university in the fall.